Wednesday, March 28, 2007
can you feel the beat?
10:28 AM
i'm always going to miss you... Labels: alias, big brown bear, ever and ever, friend, goodbyes, gorgeous, huge
Sunday, March 25, 2007
In a world where people come and go, how do you let go of someone you never really had? Where do you draw the line between hanging on and letting go? Someone once told me that coincidence is no coincidence. That sometimes some things just are meant to happen. That we ought to fall on certain points and get up on another. Along this life’s journey, I believe that each choice we make leads to doors that present both opportunities & risks we have to battle out every single breathing moment.
Not too long ago, I found myself streaming with sadness as I fight back the longing for someone I have gotten connection with. I have always hated endings and goodbyes and all the stuff that makes me sad… really sad. I abhor the idea that I will have to journey ahead less the people I have had deep connections with. And yet no matter how I hated each time like this I had never been afraid to journey ahead with souls who are as equally lost as I always get. Some souls aren’t really lost; some I just cannot blame…
There can be no perfect time to let go & say goodbye, it’ll always be leaving some blues in the memories we want to zip as only good memories. If only I can snap out of it, of that tearing apart moment, and be where no ache resides, I’d be… but time has its own clock where no one can adjust. And although I have loved the person defining me with so much precision, like no other, I feel that *it is the time.
*... Because sometimes. Some things. Just aren’t meant to be. And it’s because people choose not to let them happen.
*I thought you should know, you were happy once... with me.*
The Butterfly Effect
can you feel the beat?
3:25 AM