Friday, March 31, 2006
waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh!!!!... mau aQ net kya d aQ mkasend message..o mkatag mn lang.. kya post Q nlng msg Q saimo>>sa hello kya ni..dai nblock kang IT mi.....anyHU, may swimmin tau sa apr30-may1..sa zambales... exclusive for us..well send u d dtails when u wnat to see it.. clear ur sched, ayt?... tau tau lng...twins, rein, etz, some ssg pips, che, apol, ska ung family ng pinsan ni twins ...kc cla nkakaalam sa zambalez.. it'll be fun!!! sasama ka ok?!!! HOLLABACK!!! kissez! wabu!
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Friday, March 24, 2006
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Monday, March 20, 2006
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Sunday, March 19, 2006
its aLL we ever need, righT?!
to bE happy?
in the eNd, its the onLy thing we wAnt to ever haVe
haPpiness
it jusT sUcks when your hAppiness depeNds on sOmeone eLse
wHen its out oF your conTroL
when it couLd disappear in a sNap
i heard soMewhere that one's haPpiness shouLdn't depend on otheR people
fOr how cAn we be geNuineLy happy with someone eLse
that's buLLshit to me, right nOw
being aLone sucKs
especially when you know how iT is to be inLove
or maybe i'Ve just had a bad day
i was thinking how one person can tAke hoLd oF you without trying
without evEr knowing it
how can we Let that happen?
the heart is a vEry fragiLe thing
we can't just Let anyone have it.
we shouLdn't
coz if we're not carefuL,
and i beLieve,
we might nOt know it,
might not aDmit it
but broken hearts,
marks that wiLL remind us how much it hurts to be broken
to have someOne break you inTo pieces
and you know whaT's worse
no matter how hard we try to make things better, it wOnt
coz the very pErson making us miserable
and they wont aLways be back to put the pieces together. not because they cAnt
but because they just wOnt
its weiRd how that can break your heart into a million more pieces
just when you thought it couldnt hurt more, it does
and it gets worse everyday
every single ticking of the clock without them is like a hammer to your chest
pounding
ever so siLently
vibrating pain aLL over your being
killing you softly
driving you wEak
just like when you had your first kiSs
who would have thought that there would be one person who can make you weak for a million different reasons
someone who can make you Lose control
Lose everything
even youRself
its not a bad thing, i tell you
no, not being weak
coz if it were,
why do i find myself smiling?
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2:51 PM
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23 i would like t extend my deepest gratitude to every good and not-so-g00d person, circumstance, thing that in one way or another made year 22 a year to learn from. am lookin' forward to a more mature, more exciting, less painful year 23. i hope joyrney 23 will do me goOd!
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10:53 AM
Thursday, March 16, 2006
oist.. msta na?.. pinutulan kmi net dgdi ofc.. *grrr* kasuya to the max// d lugod Q mkcheck mail.. pero my hello aQ ky nkakapost aQ sa blogger. hah! he ddin't think of that! jinx on him.. hehe.. anyway.. mau mn.. feel Q lng magpost.. dpat kay my pix pra mkasurat aQ tx.. so treat this as a mesage.. delete mo nlng kng ano..hehe.. sori..paati sa page mo... anyway.. mau.. i'm so bored... life sucks.
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Monday, March 13, 2006
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Friday, March 10, 2006
haPpy birthday to me!
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Monday, March 06, 2006
i spent a quiet weekend with myseLf.. hihi.. it gave me time to clean the house, do the laundry, read, and think quietly even for a moment. i also get to visit sj peepz.. movie marathon with donel, maecel, and lalen. the boys are not home so we had our share of bonding. its a gimikless and alcohol- fRee weEkend..
tita, franc, des &
mOmy, dAdy, J arrived home earLy sunday evening.
btw, its mOmy's birthday today.
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Friday, March 03, 2006
waaaahhh! sang buwan na.. isang buwan na nang iwan kita. at ngayon ay naaalala nga kita. you were my first. and it was memorable. of course. araw araw. 8, 10, 12 and even 14 hrs. walang humpay. walang kapaguran. masayang balik- balikan. na gigising ako ng maaga para sa'yo. gugugulin ang buong araw sa pakikisalamuha sa iba't ibang mukha mo. tatayo. uupo. may mga araw na tila ayaw mo akong patulugin o kahit nga pauwiin. pinagod mo man ako ng sobra. naging masaya naman ako sa'yo. at ngayon nga ay naalala kita dahil pagod man ay marami ring masasayang sandaling pinagsaluhan. salamat. it was a personal choice to leave you. not that i werent happy, because i were, but because i... i can't really tell until now.. precisely.. it just didn't feel right. i could have held on but i chose to let you go. and it was the most peaceful decision i could have made at that moment. if and when that times comes, im ready and you're there,who knows..
how i miss you, ibm
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Thursday, March 02, 2006
"nalulungkot ako.. hindi, lungkot na lungkot ako.. hindi ko alam kung pano hihinga.." natunaw ako.. ito na yata ang sa totohanang buhay pinakamatatamis na narinig ko.. so sincere.. it wasn't for me.. a friend (?) told me that after retelling how he and his girl broke up.. ouch.. that hurts.. im not suppose to be sayin this or lettin' the world know about this but i will..
march 26, 2005 nang magsimula ang lahat..
biro lang.. laro lang.. nothing serious.. i don't mind.. he does not either.. we were happy.. happy to the point na pareho kaming nakalimot..
slowly falling..
fallen i must say..
simula palang wala nang tama..
we were friends >we still are<.. he has a special someone .. i lost mine not too long ago.. he was nowhere near my league.. i wasn't ready.. but just when you think you're safe, accidents do happen... masaya.. exciting.. tagu-taguan maliwanag ang buwan.. for months it went on.. it wasn't right.. and we both know it.. sarili namin ang mundo.. masaya though we could not let the whole world know about it. shhh.. masaya..
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nung gabi, pababa na kame ng sasakyan ng mga kaibigan ko ng bigla namang nagalit ang langit at umiyak ng pagkalakas.. isang oras.. mahigit.. wala kaming magawa kundi magtangahan sa loob ng palamig ng palamig na sasakyan.. bRrrr... piktyuran.. nang bigla kaming iduyan ng malakas na lindoL.. akaLain mo yun.. isang Isuzu DMax naiduyan nya.. lakas..
eto pa, pauwi na kami.. nang muntik pang masagasaan ang isang traffic enforcer na ewan ko ba naman kung lasing o sadyang hinahamon si kamatayan.. aba'y muntik na sya ah.. idadamay pa kami. hmmm..
saya..
akaLain moi.
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1:27 PM
Wednesday, March 01, 2006
this month's mine.. balato nyo na sakin to. month-long celeb to. so far, so good.. ;)
hay. *deep breathe*
yesterday, tuesday my friend arrived from isabela. she will be leaving for dubai in a couple of days.so, quality time kame. isang txt lang. go na kame. layas d2. layas doon. kaya naman chika ever kame ng magkita. mEmoirs of a gEisha together. walang humpay na tawanan. kulitan. at tangahan. haha.
today's wednesday, ash wednesday. wasnt able to attend mass. miss on having that black cross on my forehead. tsk. tsk. joy, grace, boyet and i had dinner. time before joy leaves again.
ngayong araw ding ito ang simula dapat ng pinakamasasayang araw ng taon ko. ok naman. pero hindi ko maitago ang lungkot. sorry. i can't help it. hay. *deep breathe* its been a crazy year.. so far! raming pagbabago.. i became a vegetarian.. bolder.. deadLy.. had to give up on something to regain another.. tougher.. i still cry don't get me wrong.. still know how to.. crazy year.. crazy me.. onLy been 2 months.. 306 days.. still a long way to journey.. intresting life.. its March.. its mine! gimme this one.
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