Sunday, July 15, 2007
its sunday @ i am soooo tired! hell of a week. the truth is i don't wanna be here. been lazy updating my blog, only because there's just too much happening with me that this blog can't keep up anymore. well lemme try what i can remember:
wimbledon 2007 champs:
men's singles- roger federer *wuhooo!
women's singles- venus williams
movies:
transformers @ trinoma THE BEST!
die hard @ the block SO..SO
harry potter @ glorietta I GOT SLEEPY.
dates:
ezra, sheila, lheila @ greenbelt-cafe breton, ebun
uncle cox-trinoma
phi bar-kaj, jerome, chlo, mharose
sm city- knina lang with franc, naglaro kami, kapagod pero saya
daise- tomorrow @ eastwood
huge- haven't seen him in what?4 months?
work:
spreadsheets, telecon preps, 25k, analysis, GR/IR, processing, vendor queries, at ang malupet na exam last july 12 & 13. wastig! tinalo pa ang board exam sa hirap.
mom:
i miss her! i want to buy her stuff; travel with her
che:
so happy that she finally cleared in school
friends:
hs friends i haven't been with going out or staying with in a friend's house
i'm fine most of the time.. on the other time i will not mention, im just the bitchy-bratty-hyperactive-4-hour-sleep-a-day girl.
right now, im just tired and i want to sleep long enough that when i wake up i wont remember how i get to bed.
can you feel the beat?
3:36 PM
Saturday, July 07, 2007
7-7-7
just a reminder that the next time this date stamps on your calendar, none of us will be here.
can you feel the beat?
9:47 PM
Saturday, June 23, 2007
happy birthday!lalen idnanijohn vigno... yes, i'm still in the office. yah know, its quarter-end next week. work. work. work. argggggg...haunting... he has this longing looks... i hate. i hate. i love. 
can you feel the beat?
8:33 AM
it was May 2006 when the hit tv series came to an end. i was dying to see season 4 & 5, most of which i did not have the chance seeing. *i'm a huge huge jen garner fan. i did not realize that how i liked alias then wouldn't compare to how i love it today... that i have completed reliving all the 5 seasons. i just don't understand how it struck me & hit me to an immeasurable degree... now that it has all ended. michael vartan's popularity soared even higher, well thanks of course to alias. everything in it i just love. basta, i'm beyond words when it comes to alias. clearly, i'm not yet over it. *one of my fantasies... naahhh, i changed my mind. me not telling here. not today.
can you feel the beat?
8:17 AM
Monday, June 18, 2007
i never had the chance to see how my father was... but i'm sure, i'm more than sure that he's great. even the worse lovers, born criminals, drug lords, chronic liars, even among them are some of the greatest fathers there can ever be... i just wish that i had the time to tell my dad in person how much i miss not having him around; how much i want to hug him; how much i can make him proud... :( time never gave me that... chance. and maybe or maybe not, just now i'm thinking, that all the while i was looking for someone to take care of me like a man in the image of my father would do. all these bursts of loneliness inside, all the longings & the undeciphered sadness belongs to my father. God, i miss you! and today i send you my love and a happy father's day! i love you dad!
can you feel the beat?
7:22 PM
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
blah_ Weekend has never been like staying in an 8x4 prison cell where escape seems impracticable except that the house is not an 8x4 place & I have the luxury of connecting to the internet, cooking my own food, taking baths whenever heat strokes, and an endless unguarded possibility of doing things my way. Why not, no one was home except me. Don’t you just love it, the freedom of doing the things you want in solitary? To own the world you want to believe is good enough to cradle your aspiration? Sleep as long as you want, wake up whenever you like it, dial the fast food for a delivery, and live in an imaginable world for as long you can bear it? I am lucky to have the life that I have now no matter what. I guess that’s just what I’m trying to get at. I’m living my life. Because you know, I don’t want to wake up one day, and realize that I’m trapped in my own desires. Betrayed by the very people I care about. And has lived a life fabricated by the choices I can no longer undo. And that’s my blah_blah for the day. =)
can you feel the beat?
5:20 AM
Friday, June 08, 2007
the thing is... i should not have come to work today due to dysmenorrhea... but i did. and actually, i have just come from my break and am now faced to my monitor which looks like this>>>
yes, i have two monitors and yes i work with a lot of stuff.
i had a fun fun weekend dahil birthday ni nanay, ng lola ko who turned 77th last june 01. masaya, like always, ang uwi kong ito. friday, dahil nakaleave ako, e nagbyahe nako kasama si des at si franc. excited kaming lahat na makita uli cousins namin dun at sempre ako, si mama at si che. parang laging summer kasi lagi kaming nagbe beach. bagasbas in daet is our version of boracay, except that it isn't white sand. saturday was the when the party was held. party dahil kahit kami kami magkakamag-anak lang ang bisita e parang buong barangay ang imbitado sa dami namin. linggo naman nang magkainuman kaming lahat. at linggo rin ng gabi nang kami ay bumalik na dito sa manila.
the whole week is tiring. work is loaded. and my muscles can't stop aching. which reminds me to go to pains&rehab in megamall to have my back checked. thanks to maxicare. ewan ko ba kung ano ang meron sa linggong ito na andami dami kong ginagawa at kahit pagod akong umuuwi sa bahay from work e hirap ako makatulog. btw, natapos ko na ulitin ang season 1 ng ALIAS dahil sa pagpaantok ko araw araw. nakapag update na rin uli ako ng layout ng friendster ko. at naupload ko na ang mga bagong pics at video from weekend's fun. natarayan na rin akong ng isang dambuhalang bading na taga-IAR
>intermission number: lumapit ang officemate ko at may clinarify about sa request nya na di ko ginawa... di pa. ayan isesend daw nya sagot nya sa email ko. wait lang. babalik ako after 5 minutes. =) ay mamaya na lang daw. ay tumawag supervisor ko. *yes maam ginawa ko na po.
asan na nga ba tayo? at kung itinatanong mo ngayon kung ok lang ba ang ginagawa kong ngayon.. depende kung kanino mo itatanong? kung sa mga bossing ko sempre hindi, due to productivity per day churva KPI SLA eekk ekk. pero kung akong tatanungin mo, ok lang to. stress-reliever lang. 15 more minutes and i will have told you anything that i want to get out of my rumbling head right now. speaking of rumbling, ic just contacted me last tuesday. ahah, sa dami ng araw e sa june 5 pa nya nagustuhang magparamdam sakin. significance ng date? wala. pero may 5. marami. that will need another entry to this so let's not dig into details. i missed him. i've been missing him. salamat naman at buhay pa ang ungas. i think everyone's doing great. everyone meaning my highschool buddies. tahimik ang mga tao lately at mukhang busy rin sa mga buhay buhay. huge just invited me again for dinner last wednesday. well maybe because i still owe him one. and naturally, which is not natural, i declined. pagod lang talaga ako. yun lang ang reason. damn, i so wanna see him and have a good laugh with that person. he's the love of my life that i never had.. *go ahead qoute me on this. *thought to myself: let it go. the one that got away, got away.
friday na ngayon gumaan gaan na pakiramdam ko. i have the whole weekend to take a rest. uuwi ng pangasinan lahat ng tao sa bahay. akin ang bahay ngayon weekend. anyone? haha. ay, may gagawin din pala ko sa weekend aside from going to pains& rehab. watch pala kami ng buddy ko oceans 13. my laundry is piling up so gotta get down on them. iinum ako. waaah. anyone again? where have all the people gone? i am so missing everyone! i have a new number, that's one maybe. but i forwarded my number to everyone, haven't i?
zzzp. 15mins is over. sa susunod uli. ;) wait. i'd like to thank clint for the chocolates he sent me and the team. *sya yung taga UK na contact ng company namin na siguro e naaaliw sa akin kaya padala ng padala ng chocolates. hahaha. thanks.
can you feel the beat?
3:04 AM
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
bumaba ako sa building namin kagabi. bumili taho at chicken balls. hihi. *takaw.
can you feel the beat?
10:20 AM