Monday, June 18, 2007
i never had the chance to see how my father was... but i'm sure, i'm more than sure that he's great. even the worse lovers, born criminals, drug lords, chronic liars, even among them are some of the greatest fathers there can ever be... i just wish that i had the time to tell my dad in person how much i miss not having him around; how much i want to hug him; how much i can make him proud... :( time never gave me that... chance. and maybe or maybe not, just now i'm thinking, that all the while i was looking for someone to take care of me like a man in the image of my father would do. all these bursts of loneliness inside, all the longings & the undeciphered sadness belongs to my father. God, i miss you! and today i send you my love and a happy father's day! i love you dad!
can you feel the beat?
7:22 PM