today, after 525,600 minutes, i'm back to where it all begun.. the day you first made me smile.. rule #1. ako lang. 2. ako pa rin! 3. hintayin moko... aWww.. cute. sweet. gRrRrrRrrRrrr... i wish no goodbyes were exchanged! i wish no one had to let go! i wish you were mine! i wish... * i guess what i'm really trying to say is... I MISS YOU. and I'M ALWAYS GOING TO MISS YOU, MY BABY! *you're the sweetest most endangered specie bakulaw-type i can ever have!!! i have no idea how much you mean to me!
Sunday, August 20, 2006
i've been staring here for quite a time now thinking how or where to start. you're all over me today and i can't help it.. i just couldn't! i never hated you even when once i told you i did. i did not! how can i hate a man who's a million miles away yet whose warmth surrounds me so tenderly.i woke up this morning with a smile.. last night was a nice chat. i so wanted to tell you how much you made me cry, how much pain you made me felt, how much weak you've made me become. that in all these longing times, i could never tell you enough how much i wanted to see you, to feel you, to make you mine!today could have been a very special day. it could have been the first of many more good years to come. it could have.. but it cannot now. it's been a long year for me. a lot of things, both pleasant and not, happened with no anticipation. i did not expect you. but then you came. and you made me happy! and for that and many other reasons, salamat ng marami!i don't know how this will reach you (you barely have the time) but in case 10-20-or-30 years from now, you may want to remember me, know that...everything i told you is true.i was not mad when you told me about paul philip.i have come to accept the situation, whatever that is that you told me.i honestly think, it could have been you. *i was praying...
can you feel the beat?
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